release

hallelujah the day is done
i am tired, but not exhausted
i took a few of the rocks out of my pockets
i am beside the river
i will walk away
i climbed out from behind that big heavy wall
of illusion and need
and it was easy
it was time
and it is better now
old old old we will grow
and young again and again
i am not sure what color this missing is?
maybe just ripe when i am alive
i don't know why i need it
how i could have lost this pen
my mind, for so long
so tired
oh oh oh my dears
you are all my loves
your are all bits and pieces of my beautiful
infinite mystery and truth
oh big eyes
words on these walls
old pretty things all around
little beautiful treasures
i don't know why i have always needed this
this place, this dream
why this place feels like home
all quiet now with the morning light
through the leaves
shadows dancing softly in this sleepy morning
i keep you on your own dusty shrine
for reasons beyond reason
and this release brings my tears
i've held on for so long now
now i am free
the day is done
it took me so very long to get here
but the ride home will be faster
it is like that
are you sleeping now?
let's go have just a little bit more
before choo choo change tracks again
oh my dear i love you
and so release
and thank you