i remember you

i remember you
i remember hugging in my kitchen, your kitchen
i remember talking to you in the early morning
late late in the night
under a big fat orange moon
i remember you
we were swimming in the quarry
in the dark, naked
i remember us walking down the chilly willy
NYC streets, talking talking, smoke breathing, talking
i remember watching you so many times
melting into the sight of your sleep
i remember hurting
i remember holding you through the night
kissing you awake
crawling just like i wanted to
wrapped up inside
i remember calling you
darkness, floors, so far in there, out there
i remember that kiss goodbye always
i remember holding your hand
i remember the lupine smell of my room
on my island by the sea
you there with me
i remember that street light on and off
wild bicycle afro, getting caught
i remember and forget again and again
i remember your smell all over my skin
i remember your eyes and each inch of your skin
and the fucking mess you left me in
i hear you say my name
yes, i remember you my love
oh my love, how i so miss.